life and a poet :]

its one o four in the morning and yet i still can't sleep. i wonder if i could go back in time and enjoy those old sweet memories, i know i can't but believe me one day im sure i'll find a way to do so but im not sure when, maybe i won't but my younger generation will, well lets hope for it. *merepek. so sudden, today i remembered a lot about the past like, hanging out with the basket ballers, playing sports and be a healthy kiddo. im thinking about other people nw. do they miss the past. well i do. i really do. i miss the times i spent with my family, i miss the times when i was good, i miss the times that everything goes well and i miss the time i talk about others while now all of them are talking about me and those were the days. tonight im being sophisticated. im totally depressed about my current life, only one thing could help me god, and oh don't even think of running away or even change school, make new friends because that wont solve your problems and don't solve ur problems but killing that person or hurt them because that would make it even worse and the best way to settle it up is to talk nicely to each other and decide whether its the best way for both of you, nada something like that. im sure both part would agree and yeah its important to be fair and square. ok im done here ape aku merepek sial all night ? im totally inspired by fynnjamal right now, she's my new idol. her poetry makes me feel and idkw, she makes me love poetry. and i love one of her poetry titled tentang kawan-kawan

aww she makes me relised that this world is full with fakeness and plastic people. serious shit, fynnjamal rules ! *tears, haha. im proud of her. hey i gtg my nose is bleeding up, ctch ya ltr byebye :D